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Thursday, September 30, 2010

MICROBLOG 09302010

12:04:19 AM  THREE HOURS OF SLEEP WAS JUST ENOUGH THIS TIME. NEVER HAD A HARD TIME WAKING UP...  NEVER FELT DIZZY TOO. NAHILO AKO SA AMOUNT NG SINAHOD KO. HEHE.

12:38:26 PM  NGAYON LANG ULI AKO NAKARANAS MAAMBUNAN NANG TANGHALI. 

04:43:02 PM  WAS PART OF GROUP DISCUSSION FACILITATED BY SOME PEEPS FROM PRESIDENTIAL COMMUNICATION AND OPERATIONS  OFFICE. UPLIFTING TO KNOW P-NOY DOES VALUE THE VOICES OF THE YOUNG FILIPINOS.


05:48:19 PM  I GOT MY EMPLOYMENT IDENTIFICATION CARD. YAHOO. THANKS, ALLAN. DALAWA ID KO, KASE, MAY KULANG DUN SA UNANG NAPRINT (GAWA KO RIN NAMAN). NGAYON BLOODTYPE NA LANG ANG KULANG, NAKALIMUTAN KO KASE B.T. KO.  

06:10:03PM  TOMORROW PUNTA KAMI SA GSIS, HEHE. 5AM? KAKAYANIN, SER!


06:29:51 PM  R.C.C. MEETING MAMAYA AFTER DINNER @ CWD.

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

MICROBLOG 09292010

11:58:12 AM  WOKE UP AT 10AM. I FAILED TO SET THE ALARM COZ I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD DOZE OFF IMMEDIATELY LAST NIGHT. THAT'S ALL.

12:01:26 PM  WHEN I GOT HERE, BIGLANG NAWALAN NG POWER SUPPLY. I HAD TO PRINT A RECEIVING COPY PA NAMAN AGAD-AGAD. SO AN OPTION WAS TO USE THE TYPEWRITER TO PREPARE 2 COPIES. SYEMPRE, USUALLY NANDYAN SI CARBON PAPER PARA ISANG TYPE LANG, DALAWANG KOPYA AGAD. ASTIG TALAGA YUN. TAPOS, BIGLANG NAGKAKURYENTE NA (SALAMAT SA POWER GENERATOR, NA ISANG IMBENSYON NA ASTIG DIN). TIGIL AKO SA PAGTATAYP, MULING BINUKSAN ANG NAMATAY NA PC, AT NAGPRINT NG RECEIVING COPY.


12:02:08 PM  ILANG MINUTO PA LANG AKO SA OPISINA, LUNCH BREAK AGAD. COOL. IHANDA ANG CHEATS AT PUMUNTA SA CANTEEN. GRM FOOD SERVICES: Home style cooking... at its best!

12:45:13 PM  I NOW WEAR THE RUBBER SHOES, MY BOSS GAVE ME LAST NIGHT. THANKS! IMPORTED FROM LAS VEGAS ;) SANA KAYANIN NITO ANG BIGAT NG PAA KO. 

5:17:20 PM  ALONE IN THE OFFICE. WAITING FOR SOME PEEPS TO ACCOMPLISH SOME FORMS. 


5:18:02 PM  INTERNET AND MUSIC TO BE BUSY WITH.

7:54:02 PM  STILL HERE AT THE OFFICE. ADVENTURE KANINA.
I NEEDED SUM1 TO SIGN SOME DOCS NOW, SO I WENT TO THEIR HAUS. DUN SA MAY PAGAWAAN NG CASKETTE. TAPOS, SABI NUNG ISANG TAO DUN, DUMERECHO LANG AKO. KATAKOT, I WENT IN, TAPOS WALA NAMAN SUMASAGOT SA HAUS NILA. SABI NUNG ISA PANG TAGA-ROON UMALIS DAW. ALAM MO BA GINAWA KO, I RAN MY WAY OUT! NAKAKATAKOT TALAGA. MAY WHITE KABAONG KASI NA NAKAHARANG DUN. YUN ANG NAKAKATAKOT. TAPOS NUNG TUMIGIL AKO SA LABAS, BIGLA NAMANG TUMAHOL YUNG ASO NILA NA NASA BALKONAHE, NAGULAT AKO. KALA KO MULTO NA. HAIST. 

10:24:10PM  PAG MARAMI BANG GINAGAWA ANG ISANG TAO, DAHILAN NA YON PARA MAGKAROON SYA NG MARAMING SIGNPEN MARKINGS SA KALIWANG BRASO? 

10:29:25 PM   HOW CAN I LEAVE WHEN I'M SURE YOU'LL BE IN TOO MUCH MISERY?

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

MICROBLOG 09282010

09:53:25 AM  NOW IN THE OFFICE. HAPPY TO SEE COLLEAGUES SMILING. BUMANAT AGAD NG SIGN LANGUAGE SESSION. HAHA


09:54:14 AM  ANG NAGDAANG GABI AY MABIGAT. SOBRA. TILA WALANG KATAPUSAN. I PROVED WORDLESS AND THOUGHTLESS. PARANG WALA KONG KWENTA.


09:56:28 AM  EARLY MORNING WAS ALSO BURDENSOME. MGA NAKAW NA TINGIN AT BUNTONG HININGA, BAGO MAGPAALAM. I AM CLUELESS TIL NOW. AS TO WHAT WILL HAPPEN. SYEMPRE IT'S DEPENDENT ON WHAT I WILL DO. ANG HIRAP. 


10:02:45 AM  THIS IS ODD, NO MATTER HOW WEARY I FELT KANINA, NATAWA PA RIN AKO NA MAPANSING BASA NG PAWIS ANG KANANG KILIKILI KO,NANG HUMAWAK AKO SA ESTRIBO NG JEEP. MAY TUBIG TUBIG PA TALAGA SA BUHOK. HEHE


10:09:20 AM  SA JUNCTION NG HALANG, NAFLAT ANG REAR WHEEL NG JEEP NA SINASAKYAN KO. WE NEED TO TRANSFER ONTO ANOTHER JEEPNEY (BAYAD C/O THE DRIVER NG BINABAANG JEEP). DUN AKO NAGKAROON NG PAGKAKATAON NA PAHIRAN ANG BASANG KILIKILI GAMIT ANG KALIWA KONG KAMAY. PAGSAKAY SA JEEP, "HIGH FIVE!" SA KAPWA PASAHERO, USING MY LEFT HAND. SYEMPRE, KUNYARI LANG ITO. O PUMATOK NAMAN SAYO.

10:17:10 AM  BIG, THANKS SA PALABOK AT DALAWANG PUTO. SALAMAT.

11:29:36 AM  I HAPPENDED TO BUMP INTO THIS PIC IN PNOY'S OFFICIAL WEBSITE: PARA SA AKIN TALAGA ITO. HEHE. THANKS, P-NOY.














01:05:10 PM  I JUST READ AN ARTICLE REGARDING THIS NEW "SUPER FOOD", SLIMMING FOOD SUPPLEMENT, WHICH FROM THE TESTIMONIES OF CONSUMERS SEEMS SO EFFECTIVE. I NEED TO TRY ONE, BUT I GOT NO MONEY TO ACQUIRE A BOTTLE. PANG-MAYAMAN ANG PRESYO. DI KAYA, DUDE. 

03:10:46 PM  SUDDEN REVISION OF FORMS SUCKS! HAHA. BUTI OK LAG YUNG UNANG RELEASED NA FORMS.


03:30:24 PM  KAHIT KANINANG UMAGA PA ANG PANCIT PALABOK, MASARAP PA RIN?!

04:30:51 PM  NOW, SYNCHRONIZED BLOGSPOT AND FACEBOOK SURFING!

Monday, September 27, 2010

MICROBLOG 09272010


10:27:38 AM  DONE WITH THIS MORNING'S POLITICAL MEETING. MY RIGHT HAND ACHES FOR TAKING DOWN THE MINUTES.

10:30:10 AM  I SEE PEOPLE CARRYING BIG UMBRELLAS (YOU KNOW, THAT KIND OF HUGE UMBRELLAS USED BY VENDORS). COOL.

11:02:46 AM  I MADE IT HERE AT 8:45 AM, EARLIER THAN USUAL. COZ I HAVE TO. GOOD THING I HAD 10 HOURS OF SLEEP TO ENDURE THE BUSY DAY AHEAD.

11:05:17 AM  I REMEMBER. I NEVER MADE IT TO LAST NIGHT'S MEETING, COZ I ALREADY FELL ASLEEP.

11:10:20 AM  I WANT TO FREE MY MIND FROM THOUGHTS OF IT, FOR DAYS, WHICH IS WHY I NEVER ANSWER CALLS AND TEXTS.


12:11:05 PM  LUNCH BREAK AND YOSI BREAK


12:50:06 PM  I WANT 32GB MICROSD SO I CAN STORE MORE MP3 FILES. SASAGARIN KO YUNG STORAGE CAPACITY NG MEMO CARD.


12:53:10 PM  THE TIRED ME NEEDS YOU. YOUR PAIN STEEPS INTO MY BODY. THE OVERFLOWING SCENT FILLS MY ENTIRE SOUL.

12:57:16 PM  I CAUSED SOMEONE TO LITERALLY BLEED. 

01:01:35 PM  EVERYTIME I SEE MY FRIENDS, I GET TO THINK OF THE HAPPY TIMES WE SPENT, THE DIFFICULTIES WE SHARED TOGETHER. AND THIS I THINK, IS STILL PART OF THAT DIFFICULTY BECAUSE, WE CANNOT GET AWAY WITH THE REALITY THAT WE ARE FRIENDS.

03:41:12 PM  CAN'T UPLOAD JPEG FILES FOR MY FIRST OFFBEAT TALE. BADTRIP. I HAD A HARD TIME HAVING MY DRAWING SCANNED, YET BROWSER SEEMS TO BE INCAPABLE OF UPLOADING THE PICS.

06:09:24 PM  HAD DAHARO CHICKEN PASTA FOR DINNER C/O ONE OF MY "BOSSES". THANKS. DIDNT HAVE TO LEAVE OFFICE TO EAT.

06:16:35 PM  ► BRINGIN' ON THE HEARTBREAK ♫

06:25:50 PM  HAD A GOOD CONVERSATION WITH SOMEONE WHO WANTS TO PURSUE PRIESTHOOD. COOL. 

06:40:15 PM  ILANG BUWAN NA AKONG UMAASA SA GLOBE REDEEMABLE REWARDS, PARA MAKAPAGAVAIL NG UNLIMITED TEXT SERVICE. MORE POINTS!

06:45:10 PM  MAY MEGA JOB FAIR ULI BUKAS. I REMEMBER, THE LAST TIME OUR LGU FACILITATED SUCH ACTIVITY, I FAILED TO BE THERE DURING THE OPENING PROGRAM, FOR I WAS STILL SLEEPING DEAD. I WAS SUPPOSED TO SERVE AS THE EMCEE FOR OPENING PART. HAHA. NAKAKAHIYA TALAGA YUN.

06:49:12 PM  AYUN, YUNG KAUSAP KO KANINA, NAGMAMADALING UMUWI. ANG SAKIT NA RAW NG TYAN NYA, TINATAWAG NA SYA NG INIDORO. GO TO THE FIELD, GET A SHOVEL!!!

Sunday, September 26, 2010

MICROBLOG 09262010

01:42:06 AM  IT IS LESS PAINFUL NOW, THOUGH A PART OF ME BLAMES ME FOR WHAT HAPPENED. THANK YOU... THAT YOU'RE LISTENING. I WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY. I WANT YOU TO HAVE A CLEAR FUTURE.

03:36:41 AM  I'M GOING HOME NOW, HAD BEEN SO BOTHERED LASTNIGHT, AND I NEED TO REST NOW.


04:58:10 PM  DONE WITH TODAY'S SERIES OF MEETINGS. OH I STILL HAVE ONE MEETING TONIGHT AT EIGHT. GOOD THING, MY BOSS TOLD ME TO TAKE SOME REST, FIRST FOR HE KNOWS HOW TIRESOME MY DAY'S WORK HAD BEEN. THEN, I  AM ASKED TO BE BACK AT 8 FOR THE MEETING. THANKS.

05:03:29 PM  BTW, I RECEIVED AN SMS. SORRY DAW. MMMM.... NOW, I HAVE NO PLAN TO DISCUSS ABOUT THIS THING.

Saturday, September 25, 2010

MICROBLOG 09252010


12:02:40PM  WHAT SHOULD I DO ABOUT IT. I HAD ENCOUNTERED THE SAME PROBLEM FOR SO MANY TIMES THAT I DON'T GET SO AFFECTED NOW. AND I'M THINKING HOW  I SHOULD ACT. SHOULD I BE WEARY? NO. MAYBE THERE'D BE FEW REGRETS BUT I CAN WITHSTAND IT. SURELY. FOR NOW, IT WILL BE JUST A THOUGHT, AN UNPLEASANT ONE, WHICH WILL BOTHER ME FROM TIME TO TIME.

12:03:10 PM  OH, I'M NOT EVEN DONE PAYING FOR THE QWERTY CP ;) HAHA

06:57:46 PM DONE WITH TODAY'S DUTY. YES, I'M BOTHERED. BUT MY BODY DOESN'T SEEM TO BE RATTLED BY THE THOUGHTS. BECAUSE, I'M SOMEHOW PREPARED FOR THIS. I USED TO TELL MYSELF, I'D BE ABLE TO BEAR THE PARTING WHEN IT'S TIME FOR IT. BUT, I DON'T FEEL ANYTHING. MY HEART IS PLACID. AND MY MIND IS "BLANK" ( I CAN'T DESCRIBE WHAT GOES ON INSIDE MY COCONUT). MAYBE BECAUSE I REALLY DON'T FEEL ANYTHING. I'M BOTHERED BUT NOT TOO DISTURBED TO BE HYSTERICAL. MY HEARTBEAT I CAN SAY IS IN IT'S USUAL RHYTHM. IS IT BECAUSE,SUBCONSCIOUSLY, I'M WAITING FOR THE "SAD FEELING" THAT PARTING IS SUPPOSED TO CAUSE ME? 

07:03:18 PM  THE DECISION WAS STATED, ME HAVING NO PART IN IT'S MAKING. A PART OF ME THINKS THAT THIS IS AN OPPORTUNITY TO GO ON MY OWN. FREE FROM A BURDEN THAT HAS BEEN BOTHERING ME FOR YEARS.
BUT, I CARE. I CAN'T LEAVE KNOWING SOMEONE WHO BADLY NEEDS MY HELP WILL JUST SUFFER ALONE. HELPLESSLY. 

07:14:10 PM  I NEED TO THINK WELL BEFORE WE TALK. I CAN EASILY GET YOU BACK, NAPAKA-DALI. BUT I DON'T WANNA MAKE A WRONG DECISION ON THIS. IT WILL BE GOOD FOR ME, THAT WE PART WAYS. IT'S THE RIGHT THING TO DO. BUT YOU ARE THE REASON WHY I HAVE STAYED FOR SO LONG. YOU. THAT'S WHY I MUST THINK WELL. I NEED TIME.

11:43:26 PM  I BUMPED INTO SOMETHING UNPLEASANT TO SEE ON FB. I CAN BEAR SOME OF THE PROBS, BUT THIS ONE REALLY SHOOK THE SLEEPING MONSTER IN ME. BADTRIP. AKO RIN NAMAN ANG MAY KAGAGAWAN NG MGA IKINABABADTRIP KO. ITONG ISA, PANG NUKLEYAR BAM ANG REBELASYON. *+#@ ^)$! 

11:55:02 PM  NAGBABABAD SAYO NGAYON, COZ I'VE MISSED YOU.

CONSCIOUSNESS


MY DAY STARTED AT 3:30AM. I SLEPT AT 11PM LAST NIGHT EARLIER THAN USUAL. I MADE MYSELF A HOT CUP OF COFFEE AND DECIDED TO LISTEN TO FEW SONGS. I GRABBED MY CP AND SAW SOME UNREAD MESSAGES. THERE WERE THE WORDS THAT COULD HAVE SHAKEN MY WORLD, BUT THEY NEVER HAD DONE SO.

LOVE. SOMETHING THAT INSPIRES. BUT LOVE ALSO HAS THIS POWER TO EXHAUST SOMEONE. AND I'M EXHAUSTED. TOTALLY.

THE MESSAGES I READ WERE RIGHT. THEY WERE REALITY. AS I REMEMBER, IT WAS I WHO FIRST CASTED REALITY HOPING THERE WOULD BE CHANGE FOR THE BETTER. AND IT WAS REALITY WHICH WAS ALSO CASTED ONTO ME. AND THOSE WORDS WERE ENOUGH TO MAKE ME GLAD. BUT THEN AGAIN, LOVE (YES, MAYBE IT'S PITY) HINDERS ME TO LEAVE. AS IT ALWAYS DOES. THE ATTACHMENT WE HAVE IS SO DEEP. IT'S MUTUAL.

BUT NOW, I HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO LEAVE. BECAUSE THERE'S PERMISSION NOW. BUT SOMETHING IN ME SCREAMS THAT I SHOULD STAY... FOR LIFE. DISCARDING THE VALUES WHICH OUR FOREFATHERS LIVED BY.

AND I STILL GOT WORK TODAY. I WAS ACTUALLY SUPPOSED TO BE AT WORK AT 7AM. BUT THE ALARM FAILED TO SHAKE ME TO CONSCIOUSNESS ON TIME. ISN'T THIS A COOL MORNING.

Friday, September 24, 2010

MICROBLOG 09242010

12:10:59 PM  JUST FELT LIKE POSTING SOMETHING OUT OF NOWHERE. SOMETIMES, I, MAYBE LIKE SOME OTHER PEOPLE, DO THINGS WITHOUT ANY REASON. I AM NOT TOTALLY OBJECTIVE. BUT I TEND TO BE MALIKOT AT TIMES. SO AS TO FIGHT BOREDOM AND ... WHOAH!

12:14:25 PM  I'M ALONE HERE @ THE OFFICE NOW. HAVE NO PLAN OF HAVING LUNCH. HAVING SOME REAL HOT BARAKO COFFEE. THE PHONE ALARM WOKE ME UP @ 8:30AM. STOVE RUN OUT OF GAS, SO I QUICKLY RAN HERE TO GULP THIS HARDCORE STIMULANT. BTW, THIS IS MY 2ND "TUMBLER-FULL" OF COFFEE. 

12:23:13 PM ► "ALWAYS BE MY BABY" . THE FIRST TIME I HEARD THIS SONG, (DAVID COOK VER.) I NEVER REALLY LIKED THIS SONG AT ONCE. MAYBE BECAUSE THIS HAD BEEN THAT TIME'S NATIONAL ANTHEM. BUT MISSING SOMEONE MADE ME CLICK ON THIS MP3 FILE. AND THE SONG I NEVER GAVE ATTENTION TO THEN, IS NOW ON MY BLOGSPOT. 

12:38:41 PM  I'M DISAPPOINTED THAT THE FILES IN MY DOCS WERE DELETED BY THE I.T. STAFF WHO FIXED MY PC. THAT'S THE FIRST LOCATION I TOLD HIM TO STORE AS BACK UP COPY. HE EVEN TRIED RECOVERING THE FILES YESTERDAY BUT HE JUST FAILED TO FIND AND TO RETRIEVE THE DELETED FILES. GOOD THING MOST OF MY FILES WERE THEN STORED IN LOCAL DISC C, WHICH HE WAS ABLE TO SAVE. THE FILES IN MY DOCS WERE MY RECENT FILES, AND MOST OF THEM ARE PENDING TASKS. NOW I HAVE TO REDO EVERYTHING. COOL.

12:42:40 PM  WOW! EVE GAVE ME A REG. MINUTE BURGER. THANKS SA BUY1 TAKE1. NOW, I WONT BE SKIPPING MIDDAY'S MEAL. MY TUMMY GRABBED IT IN JUST A MINUTE. 

12:44:50 PM  OUR OFFICE IS AN AQUARIUM. PEOPLE SEE US, ALMOST OUR EVERY MOVE. IF YOU'RE A NEW EMPLOYEE ASSIGNED HERE. YOU'LL HAVE THE FEELING THAT EACH THING YOU DO MIGHT GET NOTICED BY THE PEOPLE OUTSIDE, BUT YOU'LL EASILY GET USED TO IT. YOU WON'T GET BORED TO DEATH HERE, COZ YOU'LL GET A FREE ENTERTAINMENT FROM PEOPLE WHO PASS BY OR JUST LOITER OUTSIDE. THERE ARE SOME WHO (RIDICULOUSLY) (SEXILY) (ANNOYINGLY) STRUT THEIR STUFF, (RUMARAMPA KUMBAGA) SA ARAW-ARAW NA LANG. ANG KULIT NGA NUNG IBA EH.  OK, OK, I OVERUSED PARENTHESES HERE. (KANYA-KANYANG TRIP LANG YAN).

1:02:10 PM  EVE HAS BEEN STUDYING AMERICAN SIGN LANGUAGE FOR WEEKS NOW. TODAY, BUBBLES IS HERE AND EVE TEACHES HER THE BASIC ASL. THE LEARNING SESSION TURNED TO KWENTUHAN SESSION IN AN INSTANT, SYEMPRE WITH BUBBLES AS THE "BANGKA". ANG SAYA. THIS IS ONE THING THAT MAKES WORKING HERE FUN.

2:43:25 PM JUST CAME BACK FROM OUR HAUS. I HAD RICE MEAL (DI KO NATIIS ANG GUTOM, DI KAYA MAG-DIET) AND POOPED. ANG SARAP. SAKTO PAGBALIK KO, MERIENDA TIME, HOT MONAY (HINDI NA PALA MAINIT ITONG TSINITSIBOG KO). PAGKAPASOK KO SA OPIS, NAGPAKITANG-GILAS AGAD, NAG LAKAD AKO NG PATALIKOD! (KAYA NYO YON?!). AT PAGKAKUHA KO NG MONAY, HINATI KO ITO AND I JOGGLED THE MONAY BITS. TALENTADO TALAGA AKO.

3:17:26 PM  EVERYTIME I SEE ATE JHO, THE THOUGHT OF MAKING "BALE" FLOODS UP MY HEAD. HEHE. PABALE NAMAN PO.

3:38:05 PM  I'LL BE ATTENDING A POLITICAL MEETING TONIGHT AT 8. I WILL BE MEETING NEW FRIENDS WHOM I THINK, I WILL BE WORKING WITH FOR THREE YEARS. ANOTHER THREE YEARS. 

3:43:53 PM  THE TRAINING FOR HAIR DRESSING CONCLUDES TODAY. UMAKYAT SA PENTHAUS ANG MGA MYEMBRO NG GAY MOVEMENT DITO. NAKA-UNIFORM SILA.  SUOT NILA YUNG PINK SHIRT NA MAY LOGO NA SA AKIN PINA-LAYOUT. SIGURO NAMAN, MAKAKAPAGPAGUPIT NA KO SA MGA HAIRCUTTERS DITO. SA IBANG BAYAN NA KASE AKO NAGPAPAGUPIT. DAHIL KAHIT PANO MAAYOS SILA ROON MAGGUPIT. SA HALAGANG 39 O 50 LANG, MAAYOS-AYOS NA ANG PAGTRIM SAYO.


3:59:05 PM  NAALALA KO, I WAS ABLE TO WATCH CHARICE'S DEBUT EPISODE SA GLEE. SHE DID WELL, AND IS SURE TO HAVE MADE FILIPINOS PROUD THAT A FILIPINO YOUTH GOT INCLUDED IN THE CAST OF THAT HIGHLY POPULAR MUSICAL SERIES ON EARTH TODAY. BTW, "GLEE" IS ... NEEDLESS TO SAY... SO... AH UHMMM! LOL


4:10:48 PM  LAST WEDNESDAY, I HEADED TO THE SENATE AND COMELEC MAIN OFFICE. IT WAS MY FIRST TIME THERE. I NEVER SAW SENATORS. WHAT I SAW WAS ONE SENATOR'S OFFICE WITHOUT A DOOR. THERE'S JUST THE DOORWAY, BUT THE DOOR WAS MISSING. I SEARCHED FOR IT. WALKED AROUND THE 5TH FLOOR TO LOOK FOR THE MISSING DOOR. I SEARCHED AND SEARCHED FOR IT, BUT I FOUND IT NOT. KAYA NAMAN, KAILANGAN MAINTINDIHAN NG MARAMING PILIPINO NA JOKE LANG YAN. PERO WALA TALAGANG PINTO. I ALSO FELT UNEASY TO SEE THE OFFICE OF FEW SENATORS, WHOM I THINK SHOULDN'T BE IN POSITION AT ALL. ANG KULIT. AT HETO PA, PAGDATING KO SA COMELEC, BINABAHA YUNG FIRST FLOOR NILA. BUTI NA LANG DUN SA KABILANG BUILDING, SA PALACIO DEL GOBERNADOR, YUNG LAW DEPARTMENT NA SADYA KO. ANG KULIT TALAGA. AT ANG PANG NUCLEAR BOMB AY ANG MABAGAL NA USAD NG TRAPIKO SA KAHABAAN NG ROXAS BOULEVARD. MAS MAHABA PA ANG BINYAHE KO, MULA RITO, HANGGANG MANILA AT PABALIK, KESA SA OFFICIAL BUSINESS SA MANILA. ANG SARAP SA PINAS.


5:33:15 PM  THANKS ATE JHO ;) SO MUCH.


7:22:45 PM  ALMOST DONE WITH THE DOCS FOR LATER'S MEETING. GTG

Friday, September 17, 2010

BROTHERS

ME AND MY TWO YOUNGER BROTHERS GREW UP
WITHOUT SEEING OUR FATHER. 
WE NEVER GOT THE CHANCE TO TALK TO HIM ABOUT
OUR ASPIRATIONS IN LIFE, 
ADOLESCENT ISSUES AND MANHOOD.

ME AND MY BROTHERS GREW UP TOGETHER. 
MAY BE THEY GREW FASTER THAN I DID. 
OR AS QUICKLY AS I HAD GROWN UP.

I HAD NEVER BEEN A GOOD COUNSELOR TO THEM. 
A YEAR OR TWO AHEAD WOULDN'T EQUIP ME W/ KNOWLEDGE
ENOUGH TO EXPLAIN TO THEM WHAT RESULTS
A WRONG DECISION COULD CAUSE.

I FAILED TO BE A BIG BROTHER, COZ I WAS A BOY MYSELF.

NO ONE WANTS HIS SIBLINGS TO BE IN DANGER. 
AND IT SADDENS ME THAT MY NEGLIGENCE TO KEEP AN EYE ON THEM, 
HAS LED ONE TO HAVE MADE DECISIONS 
DIFFERENT FROM THAT OF A RESPONSIBLE MAN. 
MAYBE BECAUSE I AM IRRESPONSIBLE MYSELF.

I PRAY THAT GOD WOULD SHOWER US ALL WITH WISDOM.
THAT WE MAY ENDURE ALL STRUGGLES ENCLOSED WITH THE MOST WONDERFUL GIFT CALLED "LIFE".