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Monday, July 14, 2014

ON REDEEMING MY DARK DEEDS

WITH ALL THOSE ABHORABLE THINGS I DID IN LIFE,
TIME HAS BEEN GENEREOUS ENOUGH IN GIVING ME CHANCES TO DO GOOD.

WHEN I LEARNED OF CORRUPTION, THE WORLD PUSHED ME INTO VOLUNTEERISM.
WHEN I LEARNED THE ART OF OF BACKSTABBING, IT TAUGHT ME LOYALTY.
WHEN I LEARNED TO CURSE, IT THEN TAUGHT ME OF CREATIVE WRITING, USING WORDS TO INSPIRE OTHERS AND BRING JOY.
BUT IT FIRST TAUGHT ME OF HUMILITY AND TO SEE BEAUTY IN SIMPLICITY, BEFORE I LEARNED TO MAKE FUN OF OTHERS FLAWS. LOL.

BUT THEN, THERE COMES A TIME WHEN LIFE'S INEQUALITIES BECOME SO EVIDENT IT AFFECTS HOW YOU DEAL WITH LIFE. IT CAUSES YOU TO BREAK ANY OATH YOU SWORN IN. IT CAUSES YOU TO CREATE UNEXPECTED AND UNWANTED DISTANCE.

I AM STILL A NOBODY WHO IS STILL BOUND TO FOLLOW THE LAWS OF HIERARCHY.

EXTERNAL FORCES CONSTANTLY PUSH ME INTO THE EXTREMES.
THAT'S WHY I AM HERE. AND THAT'S WHY I JUST FOUND MYSELF "THERE".

TODAY. I CHOOSE. TO STILL GO. WHERE LIFE TAKES ME.

SURELY, LIFE'S PRESENT DAY KARMA STILL DOES ITS STUFF.
IM STILL HOPEFUL THAT TIME WILL GIVE ME A SUFFICIENT PORTION OF ITSELF
FOR ME TO BE ABLE TO DO GOOD AND BE BETTER.
OH, LAW OF REDEMPTION.

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